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Family Season: When Blood Isn’t Thicker Than Boundaries

“Family is not defined by the people who share your history. But by the ones who choose to share your future.”

–This Puzzled Life

Light the charcoal. Invoke the ancestors. Because Lord knows November rolls in like a slow‑moving gospel choir humming “family, family, family.” While half the folks you share with are out here auditioning for the role of Bigoted Cousin #3 in a low‑budget political drama nobody asked for. Every November, I feel that familiar tug of that reminder that this month is supposed to be about gathering, gratitude, and the warmth of people who love you. But sometimes, the people who share your last name don’t share your humanity. And when the world gets loud with political tension, when folks cling to racist and homophobic ideologies like they’re heirlooms instead of harmful beliefs, I choose peace. I choose softness. I choose my real family. The ones who accept me without conditions which are my kids and my cats.

And honestly? My life is better because of it. Boundaries are holy. Boundaries are medicine. Boundaries are the quiet “amen” whispered under your breath when you finally walk away from what hurts.

Now listen. November in Mississippi hits different. The air gets crisp. The leaves get dramatic. And every grocery store starts smelling like cinnamon, guilt, and casseroles. Folks start posting on Facebook about “family values.” Which is code for “I’m about to ruin Thanksgiving with a political rant nobody asked for.”

Meanwhile, I’m over here stirring my sweet tea. Minding my business. And thanking the Lord above that I don’t have to sit at a table with people who think diversity is a threat. And empathy is a conspiracy.

And let me tell you something. I have found more unconditional love in the eyes of my children. And the judgmental side‑eye of my cats than I have ever found in certain branches of my family tree. And that tree? Honey, it’s got termites. It’s leaning. It’s one strong breeze away from collapsing on the neighbor’s shed.

My cats Piper, Coco, and Tinkerbell don’t care for whom I vote. Who I love. Or what I believe. They only care about snacks, naps, and whether I’m available to provide emotional support at 3 AM when they decide to reenact The Lion King on my chest. My kids? They’re my heart walking around in two little bodies. They’re my real legacy. They’re the ones who remind me that family is built, not assigned.

And November, with all its cozy expectations, has taught me this. Sometimes the most radical act of self‑love is choosing who gets to sit at your table. Even if that table ends up being you, your kids, and three cats who think they pay rent.

November may be branded as the “family month.” But I’ve learned that sometimes the most courageous thing you can do is step back from the people who claim to love you while actively voting against your existence. I’ve learned that peace doesn’t come from pretending everything’s fine at a dinner table full of folks who think their bigotry is a personality trait. Peace comes from choosing who gets access to you. And who doesn’t.

The moment I stopped trying to twist myself into a shape that made certain relatives comfortable, my whole spirit exhaled. I stopped shrinking. I stopped apologizing. I stopped explaining why my humanity is not up for debate.

Instead, I leaned into the family I built. The ones who show up with love instead of lectures. My kids remind me daily that joy is loud and healing is possible. My cats act like tiny furry ancestors perched on the back of the couch. And judging anyone who dares disturb my peace. My home feels warmer without the cold front of intolerance blowing through it.

And here’s the truth that might sting for some folks. I don’t miss the chaos. I don’t miss the tension. I don’t miss the performative “we’re family” speeches from people who wouldn’t cross the street to understand me. My life is softer now. My holidays are calmer. My November is mine. Not theirs.

So, if anyone feels some type of way about my boundaries, my choices, or the fact that I’d rather spend Thanksgiving with my kids and three cats who think they’re the landlords of my living room? Well, bless their hearts. Because I’m done dimming my light to make someone else’s darkness feel comfortable. I’m done pretending that “family” automatically means loyalty. I’m done letting people weaponize “family” like it’s a leash.

This November, I’m choosing truth. I’m choosing joy. I’m choosing the family that chooses me back. And if that ruffles feathers, let them flutter. If that shakes tables, let them wobble. If that shuts mouths, let them stay shut. Because the only people who get a seat at my table are the ones who know how to love without conditions. And that is the kind of family value they can’t legislate, silence, or take away. Mic dropped. Charcoal still burning. Ancestors smiling. Thanks for reading! What does November mean for you currently?

Affirmation: I honor the family I create. The boundaries I set. And the peace I protect.

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The Kids Are in Cages And Some Americans Are Cheering

“A society that traumatizes its children cannot call itself free. It can only call itself unfinished.”

-This Puzzled Life

Light the charcoal. If we’re going to talk about what’s happening to an entire generation of kids in this country, we might as well acknowledge the smoke, the heat, and the fact that someone, some system, keeps pretending they don’t smell the fire they started.

That’s what I tell myself every time the news hits too hard. When the stories feel too big, When the grief gets stuck in my throat. Grounding myself is the only way I can face the reality that children in our country are being traumatized by the very systems that claim to protect them.

And it’s not the “kids these days have it rough” kind of trauma. Not the “life is hard, they’ll be fine” kind of trauma. No. I’m talking about the kind that leaves scars you can’t see but can feel for a lifetime. We’re watching children grow up in a society that keeps calling them “resilient,” as if resilience is a prize and not a survival mechanism. As if being traumatized is some kind of character‑building exercise.

Oh, congratulations, you’ve unlocked Level 10 Emotional Endurance. Your reward is more adversity. And sarcasm is the only seasoning that makes this palatable. Because the truth is bitter. Our government’s dysfunction, cruelty, and chaos are shaping our kids in ways we won’t fully understand for decades.

Children are absorbing fear like secondhand smoke. They’re inhaling uncertainty. They’re watching adults crumble under policies and crises that never should’ve existed in the first place. And while all this is happening, we are living in a nation where children are having their parents ripped from their arms. Families are separated like someone is sorting laundry instead of human beings. Kids, actual kids, are being put in cages. Some Americans are cheering for it, proudly declaring, “They deserve it.”

And while they cheer, children are being:

  • Physically abused
  • Sexually abused
  • Forced to work for around $1 an hour
  • Fed food with worms
  • Denied medical care

This isn’t metaphor. This isn’t exaggeration. This is happening on our soil. And we’re supposed to pretend this won’t shape an entire generation? We already have a mental health crisis bursting at the seams. It’s understaffed. Underfunded. And overwhelmed. Kids are learning anxiety before they learn multiplication. They know the word “lockdown” before they know “confidence.” They watch adults fight for basic rights and think that’s just how life works. This isn’t resilience. This is trauma dressed up as “normal.” And the worst part? We’re gaslit into believing this is just the way things are now. Like the trauma is a feature, not a bug.

But here’s the mic drop. Trauma doesn’t disappear. It compounds. It grows roots. It becomes generational. And when you plant fear, instability, and cruelty in children, you don’t get a stronger society. You get a wounded one. We are cooking a future we are not prepared to eat. Because the children who survive this. Who grow up in cages. Who grow up watching their parents taken. Whoever grow up being told by a cheering crowd that their suffering is deserved, they will carry this with them into adulthood. Into parenthood. And into society.

We are not raising resilience. We are raising trauma survivors. And the people cheering? They don’t realize they’re cheering for a future that will haunt all of us. This isn’t politics. This is humanity. Or the lack of it. A society that harms children, any children, cannot call itself moral. It can only call itself complicit. Thanks for reading! And wake up America. Our children need protecting.

Affirmation: I refuse to be numb to what hurts us. I see the truth. I speak the truth. And I protect the next generation with my voice, my heart, and my fire.

***Don’t forget to watch the video!***

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