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“Sativa makes me productive. Indica makes me forget what I was supposed to be productive about.”
-Unknown
Light the charcoal. Sprinkle the sage. Negative energy go away. Today, I want to tell you about another widely known strain that will give you that attitude adjustment and the want to get up and go. Its name is Super Lemon Haze.
Super Lemon Haze is an 80/20 sativa-dominant strain. It is a cross between Lemon Skunk x Super Silver Haze. Lemon Skunk is a cross of two distinct Skunk phenotypes that were selected by the breeder specifically for their lemon traits. And those names are unknown. Super Silver Haze is a cross between Skunk x Northern Lights x Haze. When the two sides of this strain came together, it was a match made in heaven. It was developed in the late 1990s and popularized in the late 2000s by breeder Franco Loja.
If you go solely on the names in the lineage, then we all know those “skunky” strains. And the Haze strains are the ones that taste a lot like mildew in your purple strains. What I can tell you about this strain is that the lemon flavoring is so strong that the strain taste is very enjoyable. I will caution you about the chance of increased anxiety is it’s overused. So, beware if you have anxiety issues.
The top terpenes in this strain are Limonene, Terpinolene, and B-Caryophyllene. Patients report relief from mood swings, stress, fatigue, and mild pain management. Please keep in mind that each grow will be different and the flower’s effects will differ depending on which region of the country that the plant is grown. Thanks for reading! Keep blazin.’
Affirmation: I release tension, fear, and the stories that weigh me down.
“On 4/20, my cats don’t judge my vibes. They just steal my snacks and act like they invented relaxation.”
-Unknown
Light the charcoal. Sprinkle the sage. Negative energy go away. Today’s blog is not just a vibe. If you’re new here, welcome to This Puzzled Life. It’s where the energy is always slightly unhinged. The cats have more personality than sense. And the universe occasionally sends Snoop Dogg to supervise whatever nonsense is happening in the living room.
The living room is suspiciously calm. It’s the kind of calm that makes you immediately assume someone is doing something they shouldn’t. A sunbeam is stretched across the floor like it’s been blessed by the universe. And glowing so dramatically it could sell skincare. Even the dust particles look like they’re floating around with purpose.
I step in and instantly sense that my cats are acting extra mellow. Not normal mellow. Not “we napped for six hours” mellow. But “did someone replace our brains with warm mashedpotatoes?” mellow. Tinkerbell is melted into the sunbeam like a retired yoga instructor. Coco is staring at the wall like it just revealed a plot twist. And Piper is on her back. And smiling at the ceiling like she’s discovered enlightenment or a new conspiracy theory.
You haven’t even lit your stinky healing medication yet. And somehow the cats are already vibing harder than you. It’s a full‑blown 4/20 circus starring one human with “smelly healing medication.” Three judgmental cats. And a surprise cameo from Snoop Dogg. And he absolutely did not sign up for the chaos he walked into.
Me: “Okay. Why is everyone staring at the wall like it owes them money?”
Tinkerbell: “Shhh. Today is sacred. Today is 4/20. The Day of Chill. The Festival of Vibes.”
Coco: “It’s the holiday where humans get very relaxed. And eat snacks like they’re being timed.”
Piper: “Snacks? I love snacks!”
falls over dramatically
Me: “Sweetheart, you fall over every day. That’s not a holiday thing. That’s a “you” thing.”
Tinkerbell: “As High Priestess of the Sunbeam, I declare this a day of peace, softness, and staring at nothing with great purpose.”
Coco: “Basically, we’re honoring the humans’ tradition of being extremely chill.”
Tinkerbell: “Step two: Eat snacks until you forget what time is.”
Me: “That explains the empty treat bag.”
Coco: “We were spiritually aligned with the holiday.”
Me: “You were spiritually aligned with theft.”
Tinkerbell: “Step three: Stare at something very intensely for no reason. A wall. A shoe. A ghost only you can see.”
Piper: “I see ghosts all the time!”
Coco: “We know. You scream at the air at 3 a.m.”
Me: “I thought that was a demon. Turns out it was just Piper yelling at dust.”
Piper: “So 4/20 is just being cozy and happy?”
Tinkerbell: “Exactly. A day of calm. A day of peace. A day where even Coco stops judging.”
Coco: “Let’s not lie to the child.”
Me: “Can we all agree to just vibe today?”
All Three Cats: “Yes.”
Me: “Okay, I lit the charcoal, I sprinkled the sage, and now I’m lighting the stinky healing medication. Let the vibes begin.”
Tinkerbell: “The air smells like regret and pinecones.”
Coco: “Is this the thing that makes you stare at the fridge for 20 minutes?”
Piper: “I like it! It smells like adventure!”
Me: “It’s medicine. It helps me chill, breathe, and not spiral into existential dread when the dishwasher beeps.”
Tinkerbell: “I respect your rituals. But the vibe is missing something.”
Snoop Dogg: “Y’all rang?”
Coco: “Oh my God it’s Snoop Dogg!”
Piper: “I thought you were a myth! Like the sock monster or the concept of “boundaries”!”
Piper: “Bow‑wow‑smooth‑wow, sunshine on my tail now, rollin’ in the vibe cloud!” (Still off‑key. Still confident. Still wrong.”
Me: “Oh no. She’s about to do The Thing.”
Coco: “Brace yourselves. Her legs are about to file for divorce.”
Tinkerbell: “Let the child embarrass herself. It builds character.”
Piper: “Watch this, Uncle Snoop!”
starts doing a chaotic little foot shuffle that looks like she’s trying to tap dance, moonwalk, and dodge imaginary lasers at the same time
Me: “Piper, baby, that’s not a dance. That’s a medical mystery.”
Coco: “She’s moving like her paws are buffering.”
Tinkerbell: “I’ve seen spilled noodles with more coordination.”
laughing so hard he has to hold onto the couch
Snoop Dogg: “Lil mama. I don’t know what that move is, but it’s definitely somethin’.”
Piper: “It’s my signature move. I call it “The Vibey Shuffle of Destiny.”
Me: “It looks like your feet are arguing.”
Coco: “It looks like gravity is winning.”
Tinkerbell: “It looks like performance art created by someone who’s never seen a performance.”
Piper: “I am the beat! spins, falls, gets up, keeps going like a tiny furry warrior.”
Snoop: “Ayy… she fearless though. Every squad needs one member who dances like the floor is giving them secret instructions.”
Piper: “Thank you, Snoop. I am an icon.”
Coco: “You are a hazard.”
Snoop: “Nah, lil homie. I’m real. And I came to bless this 4/20 with peace, love, and a whole lotta chill.”
Me: “Snoop, I’m honored. I’ve got my smelly healing medication, my cats, and a sunbeam. What else do I need?”
Snoop: “You need to relax, vibe, and let the universe do its thing. Also snacks. Never forget the snacks.”
Tinkerbell: “I’m melting into the sunbeam now. I am one with the carpet.”
Coco: “I’m still judging, but I’m doing it with rhythm.”
Piper: “I’m vibing so hard I forgot how to blink.”
Snoop: “That’s the spirit. 4/20 ain’t just about the smoke. It’s about the soul. The healing. The joy. The softness. The unapologetic chill.”
Me: “Can you stay forever?”
Snoop: “I’m always here in the vibe. In the playlist. In the part of your brain that says, “you deserve rest.”
Tinkerbell: “I respect your rituals. But the house smells like a skunk got promoted to shaman.”
Coco: “I Googled it. Apparently, humans use this plant to “relax.” You don’t look relaxed. You look like you’re trying to remember your own name.”
Me: “That’s part of the process.”
Piper: “Can I have some?”
Me: “Absolutely not. You’re already chaotic enough. You tried to fight a sock yesterday.”
Piper: “It was looking at me funny.”
Tinkerbell: “So what does this “healing medication” actually do?”
Me: “It helps my body feel less like a haunted house. It quiets the noise. It softens the edges. It makes the world feel less like it’s yelling.”
Coco: “And it makes you eat cereal at 2 a.m.”
Me: “That too.”
Piper: “I like this holiday. You’re soft and giggly and you dropped a treat on the floor.”
Tinkerbell: “I still think it smells like a wizard’s armpit.”
Me: “It’s not for everyone. But it’s for me. And today, we honor the healing. Even if it’s stinky.”
So today, as you celebrate 4/20 the way your cats would want: with softness, silliness, sunbeams, snacks, and a healthy dose of “what is that smell?” A day where the world slows down, the energy softens, and the only thing on the agenda is vibes.
May your medicine heal. May your cats judge you lovingly. May your snacks be plentiful. May your cats be mellow little chaos muffins. And may you, like Tinkerbell, Coco, and Piper, find a sunbeam and melt into it. Thanks for reading! And keep blazin.’
Affirmation: On 4/20, I embrace my inner cat: I stretch, I snack, I vibe, and I refuse to explain myself to anyone.
“Zero Gravity is that sacred moment when your spirit unhooks from the chaos and remembers how light it was meant to feel.”
-This Puzzled Life
Light the charcoal. Sprinkle the sage. Negative energy, go away. Today we’re talking about a strain that doesn’t just relax you. It elevates you. Zero Gravity is the cannabis equivalent of unhooking your bra, kicking off your shoes, and floating three inches above your own problems. It’s the strain you reach for when the world has been loud, messy, and entirely too people-forward. Zero Gravity doesn’t argue with you. It doesn’t negotiate. It simply says, “Baby, let’s rise.”
T.H. Seeds developed Zero Gravity, and its lineage traces back to the late 1990s. The mother strain, Gravity, began appearing in Amsterdam around 1999, distributed in small batches by legendary breeders Neville and Shanti Baba from Mr. Nice Seeds. Gravity was originally created for Sensi Seeds and traveled globally before returning to Amsterdam, where T.H. Seeds crossed it with a landrace Afghan indica to produce Zero Gravity.
To achieve that, they reached back into the old-school vault and pulled out two legends Hash Plant x Northern Lights #5. Hash plant is a cross between Afghani Landrace x Northern Lights #1. Northern Lights #5 is a cross between Afghani landrace x Hawaiian (Sativa). While the exact release date of Zero Gravity isn’t pinned to a single year, its roots stretch back to the early 2000s. Its genetic journey beginning in the late ’90s. Making it a strain with deep, globe-trotting heritage and a reputation for cosmic calm.
When these two came together, Zero Gravity was born. It’s a strain that quickly gained traction in medical markets for its ability to quiet the mind without knocking you out. Patients loved it. Budtenders recommended it. And soon enough, recreational consumers discovered it and said, “Oh, this is the one for when I want to float, not fold.” Over time, Zero Gravity became a cult favorite. The strain for people who want to feel weightless without losing themselves.
Top terpenes for this strain are Myrcene, Caryophyllene, and Limonene. Patients report relief from stress, anxiety, chronic pain, muscle tension, insomnia, and mood elevation. It’s the strain for when your brain needs a timeout and your body needs a hug. It’s the strain that reminds you that you don’t have to carry everything. You can float. You can rest. You can unplug from the noise and drift somewhere softer.It’s not just a high. It’s a reprieve. A moment of weightlessness in a world that loves to pull you down.
Zero Gravity isn’t just a strain. It’s a permission slip. A cosmic hall pass. A reminder that you don’t have to stay tethered to every worry, every expectation, every loud voice trying to rent space in your head. It doesn’t demand productivity. It doesn’t ask for performance. It simply offers peace. The kind that wraps around your body like a warm quilt and whispers, “You’re safe now.”Whether you’re healing, hiding, or just trying to make it through the day without cussing someone out at Dollar General, Zero Gravity is here to lift you. Not to escape. But to remember what it feels like to float.
Please keep in mind that each grow will be different and the flower’s effects will differ depending on which region of the country that the plant is grown. Thanks for reading! Keep blazin.’
Affirmation: I release the weight I was never meant to carry, and I rise soft, steady, and unbothered.
“People say stoners forget things. I say we remember what matters.”
-Unknown
Light the charcoal. Sprinkle the sage. Negative energy, go away. Today, I want to tell you about another strain that was one of the first strains that I tried. This packs a punch to the dome and its name is Skywalker OG.
Skywalker OG is a potent indica-dominant hybrid strain. It is a cross between Skywalker x OG Kush. It’s a cross between Blueberry x Mazar-I-Sharif. OG Kush is a cross between Chemdawg x Lemon Thai x Hindu Kush. All of these strains are amazing while standing alone. This is definitely a strain that I see as one of my all-time top cannabis strains. This strain has won two High Times Cannabis Cup awards.
Top terpenes are Myrcene, Limonene, and Caryophyllene. Medical patients report relief from such conditions as chronic pain, insomnia and other sleep disorders, stress, anxiety, mood, and appetite stimulation. I also want to say that this strain is good for PTSD. This one will put you to sleep and helps a lot from chronic pain. If you need a strong strain to help suppress uncomfortable symptoms, this strain is for you. I smoke this as a vape cart. We know that the tastes are different based on it being a solvent being use to make it. However, I can definitely taste the citrus and pine flavorings. But first make your nest and get comfortable. If you’re a novice smoker, please don’t get to bold. Because it will show you who the boss really is. Thanks for reading! Keep blazin.’
Light the charcoal. Sprinkle the sage. Negative energy go away. Today, I want to tell you about another strain that is a grassroots strain for us. Its name is Afghan Kush.
Afghan Kush aka Afghan OG is a pure indica. And it’s origins are that it’s a landrace strain from the Hindu Kush mountain range in Afghanistan. And specifically, it’s the area near the Pakistan border, specifically thriving in the Amu Darya River Valley. It’s considered one of the original cannabis indica types. And it was introduced to Western breeders via the “Hippie Trail” in the 1960s and 70s. I did get a strong taste of pepper in my bud. But the flavor profile includes an herbal, pine, spicy, sweet, and woody notes. A definite must have in your stash.
Patients report relief from chronic pain, depression, insomnia, loss of appetite, migraines, PMS, PTSD, and stress. And I can attest to each one of these. Afghan Kush is a very heavy and potent indica. And it’s so strong that you don’t just have “couchlock,” you become a space cadet. So, it’s not a strain that I would recommend for daytime use. Please keep in mind that each grow will be different and the flower’s effects will differ depending on which region of the country that the plant is grown. Thanks for reading! Keep blazin.’
Affirmation: With each inhale, I return to myself.
“If you can’t remember my name, just call me ‘indica,’ I’ll still put you down.”
-Unknown
Light the charcoal. Sprinkle the sage. Negative energy go away. Today, I want to tell you about another strain that when you talk about cannabis this strain will likely be discussed. And it’s the classic and very wonderful OG Kush strain.
OG Kush is an 80/20 indica-dominant hybrid strain. It’s a cross between Chemdawg x Lemon Thai x Hindu Kush. Chemdawg is believed to be from Thai and Nepalese landrace strains. However, the exact lineage is unknown. And it’s also said to originate from bag seed found at a Grateful Dead concert in the 90s. Lemon Thai is a cross between a classic Thai landrace strain. And it’s crossed by Dutch Flowers x Hawaiian sativa. Hindu Kush is a landrace strain from the Hindu mountain range. This strains origins start in Florida. The “OG” is sometimes called “Original Gangster, “ “Ocean Grown” or “Original Grower.” And it’s known to be a foundational strain. Matt “Bubba” Berger cultivated the strain from an accidental cross involving Lemon Thai x Chemdawg. Berger then brought the genetics to Los Angeles in 1996. Josh Del Rosso refined its cultivation and distribution thereby solidifying its legendary status.
Top terpenes in this strain are Myrcene, Limonene, Caryophyllene, Linalool, and Pinene. Patients report relief from stress, anxiety, chronic pain, insomnia, depression, and appetite loss. This strain is perfect for breakthrough pain. This strain is perfect for breakthrough pain. “Couchlock” is readily available even without being asked. So not one to use during the day unless you have time for the effects to wear off before doing an activity. Oh, and keep the Cheetos available for mass consumption. Please keep in mind that each grow will be different and the flower’s effects will differ depending on which region of the country that the plant is grown. Thanks for reading! Keep blazin.’
Affirmation: The plant guides me toward clarity, not escape.
“I’m high on life. Oh, wait, sorry, that’s just marijuana.”
-Unknown
Light the charcoal. Sprinkle the sage. Negative energy go away. And since tomorrow is Child Abuse Awareness and the ribbon is blue, I want to talk to you about one of my favorite strains for PTSD called Blue Dream.
This strain I was introduced in the early days of figuring out the state’s cannabis program. While Blue Dream is a slightly sativa-dominant hybrid. If you’ve been a survivor with PTSD, you understand how very uncomfortable the visual and audio overstimulation can be. It slowly engulfs you until something is able to break the forward motion of those symptoms. This strain is one that does just that for me.
Let’s look at this strain’s lineage. Blue Dream is a 60/40 sativa-dominant cross between Blueberry x Haze. Blueberry is a cross between Purple Thai x Afghan. Haze are landrace strains, which are naturally grown in the wild with no genetic manipulation from Mexican, Colombian, Thai, and South Indian decent. Typically, the hazy strains can taste like a sweaty sock. One of the best things about this strain is that blueberry flavoring is strong enough to offset the hazy flavors. And it lasts from packed bowl to last toke. But despite the sativa side, that hazy indica comes through to help quell anxiety provoking effects.
The top terpenes in this strain are Myrcene, Pinene, and Caryophyllene. The medical benefits include chronic stress, chronic pain, depression, and sleep disorders. This strain is perfect for a one-gram attitude adjustment. Make this strain a staple in your cannabis medicine cabinet. Thanks for reading! And keep blazin.’
Affirmation: I treat myself like I’m my kindest, best bud.
Light the charcoal. Sprinkle the sage. Negative energy go away. Today, I want to stay with the self harm awareness color by highlighting strain names and colors. The strain is called Orange Kush.
Orange Kush aka Orange OG was developed by Green Devil Genetics in the 1990’s by combining Orange Bud x OG Kush. You can definitely smell and taste the citrus with a mixture of that fuel paternal line. And don’t worry, the citrus tones down the somewhat overpowering diesel of the OG Kush. While it’s not what I would consider as a “heavy hitter,” it is still a very relaxing strain.
I am using the full spectrum dab syringe by Midsouth Extracts. The THC is at 59%, which is the typical range per state requirement. The top terpene profile is p-Myrcene, Limonene and Linalool. While this product is labeled as an indica, it’s more of a creeper hybrid. The effects come on somewhat slower and aren’t too heavy. This is a concentration that could be used with novice users. I have eaten this out of the syringe and dabbed this strain both ways give you a nice taste of this plant’s terpenes. However, don’t overdo it.
The strain is considered both an indica and a hybrid. The majority of Kush are indicas. The more citrus strains I have found to be more sativa. And this concentrate is definitely the best of both worlds. The sativa side is strong enough to still be functional. And the indica side is enough to muffle out any potential panic attacks. The medical effects pain relief, depression, sleep, relaxation. anxiety, ADHD, inflammation, loss of appetite, PMS, migraines and muscle spasms. And it is a strain that has been popular in Arizona and the Pacific Northwest. (allbud.com.) Definitely, a really good one for completing a task. It is sort of a little creeper initially so don’t go crazy until you know your tolerance. It’s about 70% Indica-30% Sativa in my opinion.
Wherever you’re celebrating Pride, stop into a legal dispensary and ask Orange Kush by name without worrying about it being too heavy. And definitely one to complete your awareness of self-harm. Thanks for reading! Keep blazin’.
Affirmation: No matter how I identify, I am beautiful.
Light the charcoal. Sprinkle the sage. Negative energy go away. Today, I want to tell you about a strain that is good for the time of year where we all begin enjoy the warm sun. This strain is called Suncake.
Suncake is a 60/40 indica-dominant hybrid. It is a cross between Sunset Sherbet x Wedding Cake. Sunset Sherbet is a cross between Girl Scout Cookies x Pink Panties. Wedding Cake is a cross between Triangle Kush x Animal Mints. It’s flavoring consists of a sweet, creamy, berry, vanilla cake, and tropical citrus. However, I just identified light citrus notes.
Top terpenes in this strain are Limonene, Caryophyllene, and Linalool. Patients report relief from conditions such as insomnia, chronic pain, appetite loss, nausea, chronic stress, depression, and mood swings. This strain I would call an easy and slightly indica dominant strain. Yes, you can use this during the day as long as you’re an experienced indica smoker. Novice smokers might enjoy this one better as night. Either way, it does not act real indica. The effects feel much more like a balanced hybrid with a nice elevation in mood.
Light the charcoal. Sprinkle the sage. Negative energy go away. In keeping with the self-harm awareness color orange, I want to tell you about a strain called Tangerine Dream.
Tangerine Dream is a sativa-dominant hybrid that is a cross between G13 x Afghani x Neville’s A5 Haze. G13 exact parent strains are unknown. But we do know that it’s a 70/30 indica-dominant. Afghani is a landrace strain that is a pure indica. Haze is a blend of four landrace strain that are Mexican, Colombian, South Indian, and Thai stative strains.
Top terpenes in this strain are Myrcene, Caryophyllene, and Limonene. Patients report relief from arthritis, chronic pain, depression, fatigue, headaches, inflammation, insomnia, loss of appetite, migraines, and stress. The taste is definitely a sweet and fruity flavor. As with any sativa-dominant strain be aware that if you have a problem with anxiety, it can increase an already miserable anxiety situation. I have a lot of anxiety, and I always take it easy with these kinds of strains until I know how it will affect me. This strain isn’t as potent as Green Crack. Just don’t go crazy “hot boxing.” Thanks for reading! Keep blazin.’
Affirmation: I consume with intention and gratitude for the experience.
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